Im writing just because my busy mind wont let my eyes rest or the smile fade off my face. All my emotions are heightened but I don’t want to stop it. Im riding this wave of feeling all the way through. It is happening so fast. Our history cushions the fall and shows me how real this is. Years of your endless love has pushed me to give into you. Give into your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smell, your soul. Floating through the day, unable to focus, but blushing at the fact. Pacing and restless from my racing thoughts. I don’t want to sleep.

If I fall asleep and awake to realize that this was all a dream, I dont know what I’d do.