Its time I stop with this tumblr. I dont want this to become a whiney diary and with the way things are, that is all it can be. 

Youre a different person completely. You say everything will be perfect but we obviously have 2 different definitions of what perfect is. I cant imagine you being romantic and sweet. It doesnt fit who you are anymore and Im sure it would only seem weird if you tried. That doesnt matter though, because as everyone can see, you are not trying. So Im glad you are being yourself but I have given up a while ago and now Im slowly falling back out of love with you before we even begin.

Ill wait it out. The sex is good enough.

I dont want your new love, I want the old you back and the way you used to love me.

With that said, now Ill go on with my day continuing to remind myself that I need to stop caring about you in order to not hurt. 

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.

I don’t care.